Tuesday, October 19, 2010

First Day

 I realized I haven't shared our story of how Emme came to us.  Like almost all adoption stories ours was a miracle.  Our story really started years ago, but I will start with the day we found out. 

Our case worker called on Sept. 1st and asked if she could bring some papers to sign because they were getting audited.  We had just barely moved to a different location so we thought nothing of it.  Adoption papers are never ending.  She asked how things were going and I said it was hard.  Waiting is hard.  She agreed, but said she believed in adoption karma and if you do all you can you will be blessed.  She then gave us the papers to sign.  We both quickly read through and initialed each line, but started to get a little confused towards the end.  See below....
We both looked up in shock and as I saw the tears in our case worker's eyes I knew it was true.  We were getting a baby girl.  I kept saying "I'm in shock!  I'm in shock!"  Could this really be true?!  Was our trial of 5 years really coming to an end?  and fast....

We were able to call Emme's aunt {J} and make arrangements for a few days later to meet her and {M}(our birth mom) in Idaho.  Yep, that's right!  Idaho!!  How cool is that?  

At Olive Garden a few days later Gregg and I arrived first.  I've never been so close to throwing up from nerves before.  We were so scared {M} would meet us and not like us.  The minute they came around the corner and we met, all nerves went away and all we felt was the comfort of the spirit.  We loved {M} from the second we met her.  Her and I have so much in common, and I could see how the Lord prepared us for each other.  We made plans to meet again so Gregg and I could meet the whole family.  It was nice to get to know Emme's birth family.  We felt very lucky.  {M} let us know that she had thought about it and wanted Gregg and I to be the first to hold the baby.  How amazing is she?  How did we get so lucky to have {M}?

We then had a week to prepare for baby and work out arrangements at work.  We both had butterflies all week.  Then back to Idaho we went.  Emme was born c-section bright and early.  Gregg and I waited in the recovery room and could hear Emme screaming.  It was so exciting.
Me waiting in the recovery room.  
They wheeled her out and she was all scrunched up and mad as heck.  Her cry was as cute as can be.
My first time holding her.

Gregg's first time holding her.
Mad at the doctor while he was doing his tests.
Showing {M} Emme for the first time.  
{M} was pretty sick from the c-section, poor thing. 
Feeding Emme later that day.
{M} taking a picture of Emme.  

Gregg and I have truly been blessed.  {M} has such an awesome family.  We felt so comfortable with them.  We're thankful we live in a time that adoptions are open and Emme will know her birth mom and the amazing person she is. 

Little Ru

A lot of Emme's wake times are spent with me putting something on her head and then us having a mini photo shoot. She's not always a fan, but with I think she's starting to get use to the flashing and clicking.  I love my newest little model.  Herc's pretty glad there's a new kid in town to take his place.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Busy Mode

I'm in complete busy mode and I love it.  I wouldn't want it any other way.  I look forward to holding this girl, deciding on outfits, choosing bows, trying my hardest to make her smile, and giving mounds of kisses.  Yep, I wouldn't have it any other way.  She took some time to get here, but I can say she was definitely worth the wait. 

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